Feast of the Presentation of the LordDear Friends in Christ,
Each morning I slowly recite, "Our Father... thy will be done" of the Lord's Prayer as I ask God that that which I know in thought and profess in words may become realized in deed. Holiness consists one thing: complete loyalty to the will of God. The saints who lived came in all shapes and sizes: men and women, consecrated and married vocations, young and old, yet their uniting characteristic was that of perfect obedience to God's will during their lifetime. Complete loyalty to the Divine Will may be the single greatest challenge known to man precisely because it involves the renunciation of our will. Humans tend to tenaciously guard their free will and unyielding when opposed. A brief examination of our preferences, daily choices, manner of doing what we want, when we want, and how we want it, illustrates this point. I recently heard a meditation entitled, "The Maturation of the Vocation", dealing with vocation in reference to the Divine Will. The speaker referred to vocation as the response to God's calling and that unwillingness to renounce your own plans for responding to the vocation would ultimately destroy it. One cannot serve love affirming oneself...
I have been absolutely enamored with Sanctity ever since I realized that it was the one pursuit in life worthy of investing my every endeavor. I never cease to be inspired in reading the lives of the Saints and in zealous moments swear that I will not settle for anything less than His infused presence in the Transforming Union in this life. The meditation I heard served as a good examination of conscience. Jesus tells us, "Not everyone who says to me 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father in Heaven" (Mt 7:21). I thought about the fact that many people serve God, but how many serve Him in the manner in which He desires to be served by adhering to the Divine Will? For a servant unwilling to listen is of no use to his master. "Do I really love the will of God? Am I willing to do whatever it takes in being loyal?" I realized that as noble as my desire for holiness may be it is still in need of purification. I reflected upon the life of Maurice Bellière (the adopted spiritual child of St. Thérèse of Lisieux), a man with whom I could identify who was filled with magnanimous aspirations in serving God on the missions through preaching the Gospel in Africa and gaining the crown of martyrdom. His life didn't unfold quite like he would have expected. He was never considered to be a great man of heroic virtue by anyone who knew him while his experience in the missions left him somewhat deluded. He would eventually contract a fatal disease which would definitively conclude his missionary career and toward the end of his life went out of his mind passing away in relative obscurity in an insane asylum at the age of 33. I desire to be the type of saint John Vianney and Thérèse of Lisieux lived to be, but would I be willing to forego my glorious notion of sanctity for a humiliating one like that of Maurice Bellière if God so willed??? Even for the saints, it was not always easy deferring their will to God's. Three times, St. Paul asks for liberation from a thorn in the flesh (2 Cor 12:7-9) which God does not grant. St. Louis IX preferred the monastic life to being a ruler and only out of obedience to the Divine Will was King of France. Saint John Vianney, who heard the confessions of penitents for over four decades sometimes up to 17 hours daily, several times fled from his parish seeking a more contemplative life yet always returned in obedience. If we are not completely loyalty to the Divine Will, let us ask God to at least make us want to be loyal to Him. "Lord, help me want to be what you want me to be".
On this World Day of Prayer for Consecrated Life, let us pray for all Priests, Religious, and Consecrated persons, that they may be a witness of the total self-donation to God they have professed and live their vocation to Holiness through complete loyalty to the Divine Will.
